I dont belong here
Sunday, December 14, 2008
How i wished tat would never happen
crazy cockroach from URL @ 10:54 PM
yesterday was a very sad day. Today will be sadder.The next few days would be worst.


Why this? Cant I have the perfect ending tat I've always wanted? Why does life seem really sucky to me and things do not turn out the way I want. is this fate? If it is, can it be changed? i doubt so. This is just happening too fast and i cant accept reality. Yes, everyone faces this but some are not as bad as mine and some face worst. Life has always been unfair and its been unfair for me right from the start. You say we have to make the best out of everything. Im trying but theres no bright side to this. How do you make the best when all u feel is sadness and with no glimpse of hope?The road ahead would be nothing but emptiness. Life will not be as colourful as before and it would be meaningless. All the hopes and dreams are gone. This really hurts.But at least now i know how u felt.

Dun feel like bloggin...The past few days were full of emptiness. This just happened too fast. Why do you hav to spoil my day? Why did i pick up my hp? If i had never picked it up, if i had not done tat, maybe i could still enjoy my last few happy moments?
(I have to force a smile in front of you....Yes, but it wasnt your fault. it was mine.)
ME
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