I dont belong here

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

crazy cockroach from URL @ 6:55 AM

Lame lame lame. Had proficiency test today. Quite fun though i had to admit. The different crawls were so c00l! Then theres this test where we had to camourflage among the bushes in the field. I was climbing on the fence to hide in the bushes when the TKG security guard stared at me -.- Bet he must be astonished lol! Fancy seeing someone wearing full camourflage uniform climbing a fence in front of them! Then the arms drill was fun too. However they changed the timing so it was like very unfamiliar to me...Then Yan Wei came to me and was like: " Hey i can give better timing than u lor, why u never let me be timer!". In the first place when they asked for volunteer to be timer he didnt even raised his hands uo lar. Like so arrogant. Pissed me off only.

Ok the hols are so boring.....Everyday wake up then hav nothin to do (not going lan with u la jerome). Ok heres my schedule for the hols:
-wake up
-breakfast
-revise
-lunch
-stare at space
-stare at space
-dinner
-stare at space until 1am(wtf)
Ok thats my daily lifestyle. Seriously dunno wad to do durin the hols. Dunno why cant study for 8 hrs straight. And when i dun study.....i feel very gulity of not doing so.

I hav been eatin alot these days and I really dunno why....Keep eatin...For today, breakfast is noodles, followed by bee hoon for lunch(leftovers from teachers' meetin). Then another cheeseburger for afternoon break followed by dinner. Then after tat i ate another piece of chicken bread again...And im eatin chocolates now =.=
Why are you even doing this to me? I feel so sad and hollow inside. Do u know that it hurts me very much? If this continues, I don't even see any point in living on.

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